Long time no write. Actually this blog would talk about what's on my mind in essay, article, short story, or poems form. But now it looks like a diary. Hahaha
But here i promise to write "the right thing" which is original, not only my story in life like a real diary. Keep enjoy reading :) dont forget to vote and give comment. Thanks
I dont know what i'm feeling now. There is a boy who is completely make me pay attention on him. But he is not AI, and he is not like AI at all. Sometime i get confused with what i did. I care to him, i like to see him, moreover sometime he makes me proud of him with what he did. Maybe that's why i often get my eye on him, cause sometime he looks like a hero.
Once i found him having a bad condition. He ignored me, he didnt laugh, he kept his mouth, he just sat, he didnt talk to me,and he was hesitate to see me. I dont know why, i really want to ask, something is gone away in me when he acted like that. Love? i am not sure. I also ever saw him really closed with a girl, they laughed, talked, and did many thing together. You know what i was feeling? Burning. Really strange to me
If i would to compare him with Ai. AI always make me remember to Allah and the purpose of life, is he (boy whom i've told) can do that? if yes, maybe i like him. if no, maybe i just comfort to him. But who cares? I dont want to have a boyfriend legally until i get 20. Now what i want to do is just be honest and let it flow. Honestly, i still thinking of Ai although i dont know when he will talk to me again. but Honestly, i want to laugh together with a boy i tell above :)
will he serious to me? who knows? no one
